Love and Hate

So you can understand more of where this is going to go I need to set it up. My job requires me to work nights and is an essential part of the business that I am in , therefore my sub is left home at night. So we have been enjoying this new  way of having sex so much we have been doing it everyday for 2 weeks and I think I over used my dick  and I woke up sore today we talked about taking a night or 2 off to recoup.

Now to the Love part:

  Tonight while i was a work I got a text from my sub asking my permission to get herself off while I was at work. I granted her permission since she was a good girl and asked to do this instead of trying to get away with doing this behind my back. I am so proud of her for knowing what to do for only doing this  D/s  relationship for 2 weeks.  I also loved telling her she was a good girl after letting me know she had finished.  

Now to the Hate part:

  I hated the fact that I couldn't be there to watch her play with herself, help her get off, and make her get off by the things I do.  I was at work going insane knowing that she was at home in bed and playing with that pussy of hers that I love and I was so far away and there was nothing I could do about it.  I hate it that she got off and when I go home i can't take my dick and stick it in her mouth, pussy, and / or ass that I have grown so accustomed to the last 2 weeks.  Most of all I hate that I won't be able to control her and make her get the Dominant sex that she craves and I know she needs from me.