I am new to this, I love sex and can't ever seem to get enough. My sub has just gotten me into this about 2 weeks ago. I love it! I love having the control and doing what I feel. Mostly I love making her get off on everything I do to her.
My Sub is very dominant outside the bedroom but loves for me to take control and put her in her place when in the bedroom.
This is something that very few people in my life would believe that this is something that I could do and would probably be shocked I could be this way. I have always been shy and mostly self conscious about what people would say, and what my sub would say or that the way I do it is stupid. The real thing is that I didn't want to fail her, I know she wanted me to be dominant but I always felt that I couldn't get that side out of me and it would turn our sex into a big disappointing night if not even a fight and then nothing at all.
Lately I just said fuck it, we are going to do this and I am just going to have to suck it up and make it happen for her. I have been looking at sites, reading blogs, and discussing with my sub what really turns each other on and going threw the rules of this D/s relationship that we are going to be taking on.
In the past 2 weeks we have gone shopping and gotten her outfits, a collar, and some misc stuff. I have learned so much about her and gotten to see a side of her that she has be urning for me to bring out and satisfy. I already new she likes me to be aggressive, pull her hair, talk dirty, and smack her on the ass. I just found out she loves having me to tell her what to do, how to get dressed for the evening, have rough sex, spanking more than just a slap( all out),and thank her for being a Good Girl.
My Sub has always been able to get very wet and all these Dominant things I do to her, have her pussy the wettest I have ever seen it. We recently figured out after 14yrs of marriage how to get her to achieve an orgasm during intercourse. and it has been sex everyday since then or just about.
I love doing this to her and enjoy doing this everyday. I get so much into this and enjoy the pleasure that i give to her sometimes I almost forget about me and seem to take for ever to get off, but when I do it is so explosive, and some of the best I have ever had.
I want to thank my sub for bringing this side of me out and I love you so much for it. I will keep up this blog on how my Dom experience is shaping and how this side of me that i was dormant for so long and i was afraid to bring out , is now out and is alive. Thank you for reading and hope to post more soon.
I am so happy with you. All I want to do is please you and make you happy. Serving you these past few weeks has been amazing. I would do anything for you.
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You two seem so happy, it's amazing that you have found D/s and can learn and build on it together. Looking forward to reading more about your journey.
ReplyDeleteThank you Mrs D. for following my blog. I cant wait to share more experiences with you
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